Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Deflated

Today was tough. Robert was really drained physically and emotionally. He was very depressed. I think for the first time reality really sank in and it hit him like a ton of bricks. He decided to stay home, get some rest and pull himself together. He had some good conversations with a couple family members and I think that helped bring him out of his funk. He understands now that this is going to be a struggle everyday, and that a positive attitude is what is going to make all the difference.

I love him so much and it's hard to see him so conflicted. I can' t begin to imagine what he must be going through. He is such an amazing person, I wish everyone could see him through my eyes. He is capable of anything and I know he will persevere!


♥ Crystal

3 comments:

  1. We love you both and are praying for you! I'm super glad you did this so we can stay updated.

    I told my grandma and she's got a direct connection to heaven, so you're definitely getting prayed for now. ; )

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  2. PS- I ran a half marathon in Florida last week and there was a really large team of people there running that had raised like $250,000 dollars for lymphoma research. I saw them and said, "Yes! For Robert and Crystal!"

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  3. That's awesome! Thanks for the connections ;)

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